(still catching up)
It seems that all I have been doing for the past 4 weeks is complain, moan and sulk. Continuous sickness and hormonal changes turn me into somebody that is not me. I hate moaning, I hate when people sulk, I am not that kind of girl. I cope. Always. Whatever the situation.
However, here I am. Teary, angry, tired and moody.
Of course, I try to stay positive, telling myself that all is worth it. But there are times when I reach my lowest. How am I going to do it all??? Recording, performing, looking after my 4 year old, Husband, house, cooking, cleaning, keeping thin and toned, washing and ironing.
I now sleep in sea bands because even through deepest sleep I feel nauseous and sick.
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